Not in a bad way! No, most definitely not bad… But you guys are seriously SO amusing sometimes! And even more amusing~the fact that it’s a gender thing, meaning my statements apply to ALL of you…lol… Let me explain.
So. You know I’ve been doing the gym thing lately…I work out 6 days a week, 3 of those days with my trainer Mr. M, but the other 3 all by myself. And since it’s been almost a month~you’ll be happy to know that not only can I finally do my weight training PLUS 30-45 minutes on the elliptical, but I’ve also upped my bench/incline press to a respectable weight. *Smiles* No, I’m not telling you how much, it’s only respectable cause I’m a girly girl with weak arms! I’ll start sharing exact amounts when it passes “respectable” and becomes “impressive”. Lol….
Anyway, I digress. Now that it’s been a whole month, I’ve finally reached a point where I can pay attention to what’s going on around me. As opposed to being focused on how much I hurt and wiping all the sweat off my face and feelling like I’m dying. 
So, now that I’m paying attention…I’m starting to notice that guys are checking me out! Like looking at my ass in my tiny shorts, eyes following me wherever I go, like seriously checking me out! *Giggles* But that’s not even the fun part…
There’s one guy in particular who’s like, planning his workout around me. Like, he used to always end up doing dips right by where I stretch when I’m done. I always used to smile and say hi, cause he is kinda my type…lol… But once I realized it was a pattern, I started pretending I didn’t see him. So after 2 days of that, what does he do? Now he positions himself on the incline press that’s directly on the way I always walk out. So I see him today, and he’s all grunting and sweating cause he’s lifting…. I smile and say hi. And then the weights come crashing down, he sits right up and starts walking after me to ask how I’m doing. LOL! And I’m laughing my ass off, cause could he be any more obvious? But I control myself and I say, “Fine. How are you?” And keep walking and ignoring him to say goodbye to my trainer and leave. I did look back once I was at my car, and he was still watching me…
So like I said, boys are SO fucking funny! To be honest, I actually plan on fucking this guy. Eventually. I’m gonna do it, but it has to be on my terms. Which means, he’s going to have to fucking crawl first. *Giggles* I’m going to keep playing my flirty games…I’m going to keep on ignoring him…I’m going to make it my mission to drive him absolutely CRAZY while he gets up enough nerve to go for it. Just because I can. As pussy boy always tells me, girls have ALL the power. But JEEZ, it wouldn’t be so absolute if you guys would make it a little more difficult once in a while! Lol… I’ll keep you posted…
Speaking of pussy boy~and SILLY boys, for that matter… Not only has he sent me *large* yummy cash treats every single night this week. Not only has he submitted himself to 3 weeks of chastity just to make me smile. As of last night, he’s officially locked himself into his chastity belt!! AND he’s sent me pictures! AND he’s sent me the key!! OH I can’t even find words to tell you how awesome it is! ACTUALLY owning him long distance. ACTUALLY knowing that he can’t cum without permission! Seriously, it makes me wet. *Blushes* This is why he’s silly though…cause if he thinks I’m EVER going to send him his key back after feelng this feeling? He’s VERY mistaken… Lol….
Like I said, even though you boys are silly sometimes, lots of you are also really sweet. My plaything PG…who I’ve been ignoring for a couple of weeks, but who sent me $200 last night to beg my forgiveness even though we hadn’t talked in forever! ALL the wishlist prezzies from pussy boy, and my sweetheart Gun, and my anonymous Mr. S., and all the ones that I haven’t received yet… I’ll say it again, I LOVE it when you spoil me! It makes me very happy sweet lil girl…
It’s after 3am now, so I’m going to close this so I can get off alerts and be completely available and taking calls. I should be up till 6am or so, so if you’re up and horny? Call me tonight! I’ve been teasing pussy boy all night, so I haven’t made my tight lil pussy cum since yesterday. *Pouts* Maybe you could help me out with that?
I started writing this post with the sole intention of thanking my pussy boy. Why, you ask? Well, because! Because although he’s made it pretty apparent that he can NEVER satisfy me sexually… And even though he allows me to send him on countless humiliating assignments with very little complaint….lol… And even though his name (pussy boy) is TRULY well deserved for a million different reasons… He STILL manages to exhibit REAL boyfriend behavior. Quite often, actually! *Smiles*
Not only did he spoil me for my birthday in excellent, extravagant style, (Several wishlist prezzies.) On top of that, he called me tonight for his usual dose of “LARGE yummy cash treat for me but no cumming for him”, lol…. But he also wrote me the sweetest, most thoughtful, most time intensive email that anyone’s ever sent me! Explaining why he chose each gift and why he loves me so much in a totally sweet and funny way, and wishing me a happy birthday. I want to post it here, but not only is it super long, it’s kinda something special I wanna keep all for myself. *Grins*
I’m mentioning it to say THANK YOU to pussy boy for being so thoughtful!! (No matter how inadequate you are, you’re one of the sweetest guys I know! AND you’ll *always* be my favorite cuckold! No matter how many times I win!! TINSEL baby…TINSEL!!) But also to demonstrate to the rest of you that THAT is true boyfriend behavior!
Now. I know that some of you get it already. I understand that even though GFE phone sex is one of my favorite things….it’s definitely not the only thing that turns me on! However…as I said. GFE phone sex is one of my favorite things!! So just in case some of you are wondering…gfe phone sex goes both ways! If you really want me to be your phone sex girlfriend (and you want to be one of my favorite guys), here are a few tips. *Smiles*
If that’s the case, I think of you as my hot phone sex friend with benefits. Which is TOTALLY fucking hot, but a TOTALLY different thing! We’ll cum together and all that, and I look forward to it! But you can’t expect me to flip the “gfe switch” if our relationship isn’t like that…. It just doesn’t work that way. *Pouts*All that said…there are LOTS of you who constantly exhibit boyfriend behavior! Lots of you who already get what I want, and how to make me TRULY horny, and who understand what I’m getting at here. GFE phone sex goes both ways!! So for you guys (you know who you are… *Blushes*) I say thank you. For those of you who don’t quite get it yet? Read the above and figure it out asap!! *Giggles*
It’s after 6am and I’m going to sleep soon… I TOTALLY didn’t mean for this post to be so long, but I got carried away and it happens. I’ll be available and taking calls for another 20 mins or so~after that, look for me on Wednesday night after 11pm EST. Bye for now!
I know it’s a little late in coming, but Happy New Year!! Honestly, I can’t believe it’s already 2009…the year flew by so fast! Maybe it only seems like it flew by so fast cause of my bad lil procrastination habit. You know, the habit I swore last year that I was going to break by February? The one that’s obviously still a problem cause New Year’s was 3 days ago and I’m only now wishing you a happy one? *Blushes* I know you guys are used to it, but I really do try to be better about it. It just never seems to get any better! Actually, it gets worse when I try. *Sighs*
On that note, I don’t think I’m doing resolutions this year. Not that I’m knocking them or anything, I just (obviously) have a hard time with “have to’s”. So this year, I’m only dealing in “want to’s”. Like, I want to start budgeting my time better. And I want to keep going to the gym 4 days a week. And I want to finally get better at cooking. And I want to finish the web design class I’ve started 3 times already. See, the beauty of the want to’s, is that if I don’t do them? I don’t have to feel bad afterwards! It’s GENIUS, don’t you think? We’ll see how I do without all the “have to” pressure. Ask me about it in 6 months or so.
There are much better subjects for us to talk about though. Considering the date, and all. You do know what today is, don’t you? That’s right, it’s MY Birthday!! Your sweet lil girl is another year older. And even though this whole aging thing kinda sucks, my birthday is always a time for celebration cause for me, it lasts all month long. Actually, I start using the, “But it’s my birthday!” excuse in like, the middle of December. *Giggles* I’ve already gotten a few yummy prezzies, LOTS of tributes, and even a couple of Amazon gift cards (TY Mr. Luv and James!) But don’t worry if you forgot. I forgive you. *Smiles* You still have all month long to give me my birthday spankings….lol…
Anyway. I’m going to close this now cause I’m actually available and taking calls right now. I just spent the last 2 hours with my sweetheart Gun, so I’m feeling *very* happy and *very* relaxed. Funny thing is, I’m still horny! (I don’t know how it’s possible, but I totally still am!) I’m going to stay up and take calls till at last 5 or 6am, so I imagine we can fix that before my bedtime…can’t we? *Giggles* If you’re still up, call me tonight! If you don’t catch me tonight, look for me Monday night after 11pm EST. Bye for now!
WOW did I have an awesome Christmas!! I mean, seriously! First, there were all the prezzies… My Kindle, my new Dyson, all the books, and DVDs, and Cd’s, and sheets, and pillows, and Hello Kitty stuff!! (You guys really outdid yourself with the wishlist prezzies this year…) Plus, I got a lot of surprise gift cards and cash from family. AND my Mommy paid for 3 months of my trainer at the gym! So yeah…prezzies totally made me smile!
But there was also my Mommy coming to visit~and we had SO much fun!! She cooked Christmas dinner, and dinner for this week, and even more stuff to put in my freezer… Seriously, she was cooking for me every day she was here, AND she bought all the groceries. So I have food for like a month~which is awesome cause I’m kind of…kitchen “challenged”. You guys knew that already, right? *Blushes*
Anyway. So we did that, and on Friday we went shopping… OMG did we go shopping! We drove to Tampa, did the valet thing, and then stayed at the mall for like 6 hours! I was in heaven. The Coach store, the Lush store, the Aveda store, and of course Neiman’s and Nordstrom’s… Forgive my delight, we just don’t have those stores in my city, so it was like Christmas morning all over again!
Then on Saturday, we went to see Avenue Q. It was amazing!! I’ve owned the soundtrack since like 2005, so I already knew the basic stuff that was going to happen…. But having the visual is so WAY better! And I got such great seats, too~we were dead center in the second row! Behind short people, so I didn’t have to crane my neck and try to switch seats, even! Lol… My Mommy bought me a mouse pad from the show that says, The Internet Is For Porn….lol… (If you haven’t heard that song yet, you totally need to click the link. It’s hilarious!)
Honestly~I had so much fun that I’ve decided that I gotta start seeing more shows when they come to town. I’m like a musical theater junkie…and apparently, there are LOTS of shows coming up in the next few months. The problem is, my best girlfriends have all moved away, and guys arent usually too much into musical theater. Unless they’re gay. Or metro. And I don’t really like pretty boys. LOL! We’ll see. I’ll have to work on it.
After that, we did the spa day thing…mani/pedi/massage/facial. Girly stuff that probably bores you to tears but that I always love! In case you care, my nails are painted silver (”Birthday Babe” is the color. Hey, my birthday is on January 4th!) And my toes are french pedicured with a little silver detail….very sexy! *Smiles* And we played Wii, and we drank wine, and we talked, and I showed her all of the updates on my phone sex websites…lol… FYI, she doesn’t like it when I show too much skin. LOL!
Like I said, I’ve had an awesome week. AND a great Christmas! But the “waking up early, entertaining her, no nappping, no phone sex calls” thing? I’m SO glad that stuff is over!! I was losing my mind!! I was literally celibate and not taking calls for umm…5 days!! I finally had to give in to my phone sex withdrawal on Friday night for a few hours, and what happened? It was all cuckolding, financial domination, and tease and denial!!! Which, while extremely entertaining, means no orgasm for me. *Pouts*
Don’t feel too bad for me though…I’ve been making up for lost time tonight! *Giggles* My sweetheart Gun, my old favorite TR, and quite a few others have let me work out all my “issues” and made my tight lil pussy cum. Several times. LOL! It’s good though, it’s REALLY good! Like, I never realize how much I love phone sex until I have to go without it… Let’s just say I’m glad I’m back, and I hope I don’t have to go that long without again anytime soon!
So….I’m going to close this now cause it’s super late (after 6am) and I wanna get off alerts and maybe cum some more before I go to sleep. I should be available and taking calls till 7 or 8am this morning (told you I was super horny! *Blushes*) and after that, I’ll be back on Monday night after 11pm. So call me if you’re still up. CUM with me if you’re still horny! Make your sweet lil girl happy… Bye for now!
It seems like every single day, I find more things I like about being a Princess. Which is kind of surprising to me. Cause being the spoiled brat that I’ve been since, umm…birth, lol… You’d think that the immediate (read:simple) advantages would be enough. For example: I fuck whomever I want, whenever I want. And when I’m fucking, I get to call the shots in bed….so I get fucked how I want, as well. *Smiles* Plus, there’s the whole being completely spoiled, and getting wishlist prezzies and lots of tributes thing. As I’m sure you know by now, I LOVE all those parts of being a lil Princess.
**NOTE: This post is largely directed towards my submissive guys….so REAL men read on if you want, but just so you know. **
Anyway. Lately, it’s not just the simple stuff about it that’s making my pussy wet! I find that I’m kinda liking the cerebral part of fem dom. Like, getting into your head and finding out what makes you tick…and then using that knowledge against you. *Grins* Actually thinking about how to twist your fetish and make it a little more erotic. Just a little more humiliating. Just a little more…FUN! And the more I stop being sweet, the more it makes my pussy wet, so the more I want to not be sweet. See?? It’s like a vicious circle.
There’s like this moment, this moment where I realize that I can really do anything I want. If I want to say no cumming, I can. If I want to tease, and make my denial painful, I can. If I want to be a bitch, or if I want to be sweet…. If I want to make it fast and hard, or be slow and sexy… That moment when I really realize that I’m totally in control of a guy’s cock? OMG it’s priceless!
It only comes second to the moment when I finally give permission to cum. And THAT only comes second to the moment when I make my tight lil pussy cum with a REAL man! Really. It’s really that good. *Giggles* It’s seriously POWER. Pure, unadulterated pussy power. And this is me, officially drunk on it, in soaking wet panties cause it’s THAT fucking good.
I’ll be taking calls till 6am or so, I think….so call me….
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