Seriously. I really mean it. I have finally found the perfect man! Well, I guess I can’t really say he’s perfect, but the reason I’m even flirting with the idea is because somehow (don’t ask me how, cause I don’t know) all he has to do is snap his fingers and I totally submit to every single little thing he asks. I know, right?? I don’t submit to any man lately! For the last year and a half or so, anyway. *Blushes*
But I digress. AND I should probably explain a little more, before you all start thinking I have a new boyfriend. Lol… The man I speak of isn’t my boyfriend, or even any guy I’ll ever fuck. He just happens to be my personal trainer, so there’s no sexual connotation at all. (Forgive me for teasing? I had to give the sexy lead in….I couldn’t help myself. *Smiles*)
Anyway. From this point forward, I’ll be referring to him as Mr. M., so get used to it. Cause as of Monday, I’ll be working out with him 3 times a week for the next year. Yes, a whole year. Yes, I’m still a major commitment phobe and it was almost excruciating for me to sign on the dotted line after he talked me into it. But I did it, and it’s good, and I’m happy about it even though I probably shouldn’t be. Cause my whole body is still (right at this moment) killing me. *Pouts*
The reason I mention it, is because I’ve started noticing some really weird stuff happening. Like I made an appointment for today (Thursday) at 2pm. Even though I was up doing calls till like, 6am Wednesday night/Thursday morning. And I actually set an alarm to wake up. And I actually woke up and went and got there on time. Weird. As most of you know by now, I’m not the best at schedules….lol….
Or like Tuesday, at the end of my Princess Day. I got home from shopping and getting my mani/pedi, and I decided that it would be a good time to run to the gym. And then I decided that I could go ahead and work out for 2 hours. On my Princess Day!! (Princess Day is always, ONLY for being spoiled and lazy and doing girly stuff. Always.)
Then there’s the going to sleep semi early most nights, and the turning down an extra glass of champagne…. I’m telling you! Seriously weird! And why do I do all this? All this stuff that I would never do for any man EVER even if I was fucking him? Well. I do it cause I like it when he’s happy with me. I do it cause when I can do one more set, or 5 more minutes, or whatever he’s asking me to do…. He’s honestly, legitimately happy. And that….is really pretty fucking cool. 
So without knowing it, I’ve become Mr.M.’s bitch. LOL! Whatever he asks, however hard it is, I want to do it. Just to please him. Is this what it’s like being a submissive??? *Giggles* I’m thinking it is. I’m thinking that’s why my cuckolds and my subbie guys like to do so much for me. Hm. Little epiphany for me, I guess.
While I’m on this subject, I wanna talk about something kinda separate? But also similar, since we’re in the whole “submissive” vein. I should probably make this it’s whole own separate post, but I’m going to add it on here just cause I feel like it.
I need to make it really clear that while this post was written in all seriousness, it does NOT (I repeat does NOT!!) mean that I’m doing submissive calls again. Cause I’m NOT. Ever again. I still like doing bratty virgin roleplays, and babysitter fantasies….believe it or not, I even still love cum all over my face! Only for REAL men of course, but still. *Smiles* I still like *everything* about barely legal fantasies in all shapes and sizes and forms! Lol… But if you’re looking for hard core, BDSM style submissive roleplays….. If you’re going to be bothered when I don’t wanna let you choke me or slap me or tie me up…. You shouldn’t call me. Sorry. Just being honest.
Now. This isn’t meant to scare the rest of you, cause I know a few of you like calls that run kinda close to my “boundaries” mentioned above… *Giggles* You’re still TOTALLY okay, and you’re still TOTALLY welcome to call me!! I’m really only writing this for 2 people, and I’m sure they already know who they are. I still consider myself the luckiest girl in the whole world, cause I have the best callers in the whole world! I just have to start insulating myself from guys who make me feel bad… And you guys don’t want me to have to deal with anyone who makes me feel bad, do you? Good. I knew you’d understand.
So. I’ve been writing for far too long, and now it’s after 2am. Told you I’m horrible at schedules! Lol… I should be available and taking calls till at least 5am EST, probably later. So if you’re still up, call me tonight! I know I’m not up for being totally submissive….but I’m always up for an awesome blowjob! *Blushes* Bye for now!
So…it’s Monday night and I’m actually at my computer at a decent time for once. (I know! But stranger things have happened…lol…) I thought it would be fun to do another TMI Tuesday for you, so I’m going to share it below. These questions are written in a kind of…confusing manner….so I’ll do my best.
1. What is the greatest age difference between between and a SO? Older or younger?
I guess this means between me and a significant other? Does that have to mean long term? I’m guessing yes, if they’re significant and all. Okay. The biggest age difference for me was 14 years. And of course I was younger.
2. What is the greatest age difference between between and any sexual partner? Older or younger?
I don’t know if I should answer this one…it’s kind of embarrassing. But you all know I’m into new and strange sexual experiences, right? K. But brace yourself. The biggest age difference between a sexual partner and me was (drum roll please) 65 years. And again, of course I was younger. *Blushes* Yes, it was for money, but it *totally* still counts! Lol…
3. Have you started your holiday shopping? Is it done?
Yes, and yes. Most of my shopping was (as usual) for me, but I did finally get the Christmas spirit and bought my last prezzies this afternoon.
4. What are the chances there will be a “naughty” present under the tree this year (either from you or for you)?
None. I bought no naughty presents, and I can’t really think of naughty presents I need. I mean, come on~my lingerie drawer is stuffed to overflowing, my porn collection is *sick*, and I own ummm….9 vibrators already? *Giggles*
5. What is your favorite holiday song?
Oh, jeez…do I even have one? I like “White Christmas”, I like “Silver Bells”, and “All I Want For Christmas Is You”. I don’t really play a lot of holiday music though…it kinda has to sneak up on me on the radio.
Bonus (as in optional):Do you have a preferred time of day to have sex? If so, why?
I don’t really have a preferred time, but I know what time I DON’T want to. And that’s in the morning. I HATE morning sex! I have to wake up, and run to the bathroom, then I need to brush my teeth (no way am I having sex with morning breath) and then there’s the whole waking my pussy up thing… I don’t know why, but it’s like, almost impossible for me to cum until I’ve been up moving around for a couple of hours. So yeah…no mornings EVER. Other than that, I’m pretty open. *Grins*
And I guess that’s it. It’s almost 1am, and I’m in an awesome happy mood! Which is kinda surprising, cause I’m sooo sore! I stayed at the gym for like 2 hours this afternoon cause I had all this crazy energy I wanted to burn off. I did my usual 45 minutes on the elliptical, but then I decided to do 30 more on the recumbent bike. On level 10. Yeah. Then of course, I thought it might be fun to try some weight machines, which I rarely do. I’m gonna start doing them more often, but OMG ouch! And just for future reference, the adductor was created by the devil. I decided that today. Lol…
Anyway. I’m sore but super horny! So if you’re up and you feel like playing, call me tonight. Let’s see if I have favorite feedback before I go…. This one’s from my sweetheart Gun, and you can also find it on my Fantasy/Roleplay Listing:
Although I like to hog a lot of time with her, I really recommend Kylie to everyone. But please take some time to know her and let her know you. Trust me! You will know that Kylie is truly one in a million.
And I guess that’s it! I should be available and taking calls till 4 or 5am or so. And remember, if you don’t catch me tonight, I won’t be back till Wednesday after 11pm EST. Bye for now!
I almost forgot! I added a new mini set of yummy pics last night! All nude, all HOT, and all of yours truly. I told you I had lots of new stuff in store for you guys, didn’t I? *Grins* I’ve been a busy lil girl~taking lots of pics, writing some stories, planning some redesigns of some of my stuff… Like I said, LOTS of new stuff that you’ll get to see in the very near future. Anyway, they’re super yummy, so I know you’re gonna love them. Check them out when you have time…just click the button above!
Honestly, I just stopped in to share that with you, so I’m going to end this now. It’s just after 2am, and I should be available on Niteflirt till at least 5am EST, maybe later. So call me tonight! After tonight, I probably won’t be back till Saturday late night. I already have my Friday all planned out. I’m going to go work out, come home and have a bubble bath, then treat myself to a massage (yes, again! I deserve it, don’t I? *Giggles*) And maybe (just maybe) I’ll even work on the recordings I’ve been planning for forever. We’ll see.
Anyway, bye for now!
Finally! I mean, I’m not completely all better yet, but I’d say probably 98% better now. Which is a good thing, but WOW did it take forever! I never stay sick that long. *Pouts* It was pretty miserable, but on the bright side, I did get lots of stuff done. I read like, 7 books, caught up on my sleep, even sat with my laptop for a while so I could finally get my pics together for the new galleries I’ve been procrastinating. Happy I got the stuff done, but I’m SO happy to feel better! Anyway, if you’ve been missing me, you’ll be happy to know that I’ll be available and taking calls tonight.
Technically, I was taking calls on Saturday night too, but Pussy Boy called me like, the second I sat down at my computer….and then we stayed on the phone till like 5am. The end of his lil chastity sentence is getting closer and closer, but it’s funny~instead of feeling sympathetic, I kinda just feel…mean. A little ruthless. Maybe the power is starting to go to my head? *Giggles* Today he said I’d be “very dangerous” as a cuckoldress…and I think it’s good that he’s afraid. So, lots and lots of teasing…and then him begging….and me saying no (of course!)…and another *large* yummy cash treat for me. You know, the usual. *Smiles* I’m just trying to decide if his good behavior actually earns him an orgasm on day 14 as I’d originally planned. Maybe. Maybe not.
Anyway, I digress. I tried to stay up for a while longer after that, but I was just too sleepy, so I called it a night at 6am on Sunday. Which was actually kinda cool… I woke up at like 2pm, and I honestly can’t remember the last time I was awake at that time on a Sunday! Did a little reading while I was still warm and naked in my bed, and then I TOTALLY cleaned my house. Like moving furniture, washing walls, like seriously clean. Wearing just a tank top and some tiny panties, of course. Took a walk, returned some phone calls, basically just rejoined the land of the living. Lol…
So. I’m glad to be back, and I missed you guys! Thanks so much for the sweet get well notes, and the cash treats, and especially for all the wishlist prezzies! I know I’ve said it a million times, but I’m such a lucky girl to have the best callers in the whole world! So thank you for always being so sweet to me! It was pretty hard for me to stay miserable with you guys going out of your way to make me smile.
Anyway~I should be available shortly… By 12:15 or so until at least 4 or 5am. I am SO craving a yummy orgasm right now! So call me tonight if you feel like playing! If you don’t catch me tonight, look for me on Wednesday night after 11pm. Bye for now!
It was to good to be true. *Sighs* I had an awesome time at Carlos Mencia on Sunday with a couple of my friends… It was a good show, he’s one of my favorite comedians, so no matter what, I’m really glad I went. The only problem was, it was completely sold out and the seats at the venue were pretty cramped. Which meant I had this creepy guy leaning closer to me the whole time and resting his leg up against mine. *Frowns* Of course I had to just deal with it, cause I was too short to see over people’s heads in the other two seats. Lol… Anyway, we stayed in Tampa to have dinner and drinks till pretty late, but I was still in bed by like 4am.
Since I went to bed so early (I know, I know…but you guys know I keep a crazy schedule) I was up by Noon the next day. Decided to hit the gym first thing and worked out for an hour…then I had all this crazy energy going on, so I decided to shower and then go have a massage and a facial. Which was heavenly, btw! (All the more so cause my sweetie PG paid for it all. ) And after I got home, I spent all night Monday being monopolized by my pussy boy. I think he’s on like…day 8 or 9 of chastity? *Giggles* So LOTS of teasing but NO cumming, and of course a *large* yummy cash treat for moi.
On top of all that, wishlist prezzies keep getting delivered!! I guess I get my Christmas early this year, and you guys are spoiling me rotten!! New pillows, and 1000 tc sheets for my bed, and books, and CD’s, and today the MOST awesome prezzie ever!! A brand new, super expensive Dyson vacuum from my wonderful sweetheart Gun!! OMG is this thing so fucking cool!! And even though I’m slightly “mechanically challenged”, I managed to put it all together all by myself so I could use it asap. (TY so much Gun!! I loooove it!!!)
And if the thought of me getting this excited over a vacuum cleaner sounds weird to you…picture me using it in just a tiny tank top and panties. Cause that’s exactly what I did. Better visual, huh? I thought so.
So all in all, it’s been a pretty awesome few days. Except for the part where I woke up on Tuesday morning with this horrible cough and achy head and runny nose. *UGH*. See why I said it was too good to be true? Yes, your sweet lil girl is sick again, and I haven’t even been around any sick people! Before this last month, I hadn’t really been sick in like 2 years! 
I’m thinking I must have caught it from yucky lechery guy at the concert on Sunday, but who knows. All I know is that I want it to go away soon. *Sighs*
I went to the Doctor yesterday, so I’m all medicated and actually feeling a lot better now. My voice is surprisingly unaffected, but I just don’t know if I can be sure that I won’t start coughing and sounding horrible in the middle of a call. For that matter, given how many meds I’m on, I wonder if I can even stay awake late night like I usually do? Lol… I don’t know yet, I’m going to reevaluate the situation a little bit later tonight. Like at 10pm or so, I’ll make up my mind.
So…there’s a possiblity that I may log on later for a few hours. If I do that, I’ll be on by Midnight at the latest. If I don’t, you can look for me on Saturday night as usual. I’m going to end this now so I can curl back up in my Hello Kitty blanket, have some soup, and watch some “Doctor Who”. And I guess we’ll wait and see how I feel in a bit. Hopefully I’ll be feeling up to it, cause I haven’t made my pussy cum since Monday night! And you know I hate to go so long without cumming… *Giggles*
Bye for now!
